It's been 1 week and almost 3 days since you've moved on to a better place. It feels like forever... the day after you passed roy and I went for a run and he mentioned how even though he had prepared himself for what happened... he doesn't think it made it any easier. as you know you're service was beautiful... sister, brother and i worked our putaskis off to make it happen (could you expect less for a princess?!?) and i have to tell you that for the most part we kept it together. how about mom's speech? i hated having to follow her and thank goodness that dad decided to go next. i love him yes i do.... but he sure has a way of getting over dramatic. i bet you were thankful and rolling your eyes at the same time during his thanks giving! but dad has never been one for taking the "Cliff Notes" route. i have to be honest that i'm happy you're not suffering anymore. i believe that what happened will make a positive difference for others to come. you probably know this better then i do.. =) so let's see... i'm about to polish off a nice bottle of cab, it's almost midnight, i have my headphones on because it's become way to quite here at home. i miss hearing your O2 tank go... swishhhhhhhhhh, bluhhhhhhhhhhhhhh all night long. i still owe you 2 buck$ after buying us dinner at Pedros. you bought me salmon sister and it was soooooooooooooooooooo good!!! sorry that the salsa was so hot. i'll never forget your look... half shock / half disgust. maybe i should go to bed but i really like listening to this song... chingers said you really liked it and i really hope you did because we played it at your funeral. it was the first song i ever learned how to play on piano. i used to try impress girls at parties by playing it but i can honestly say it never got me anywhere. all my friends can contest to that!!! LOL
Well.... i'm going to go kiss your Piggy Pillow goodnight and wake up your brother by making my bed. funny how i wake him up at night by turning on the light and he does the same to me every morning... besides wednesdays when he gets to go in late... wait a minute. that's tomorrow?!? he's blowing it. ok, ok.. new song. "maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow"
I love you princess...
till tomorrow,
~brother
